Kerana dia..

Kerana kamu aku tau hidup ini bermakna. Aku mula berchatting dengan dia selalu. Dia pula mula memperkenalkan kenalannya yang dalam kelompok dan dunia aku juga. Aku berasa terhibur dan seronok berborak dengan mereka. Merekalah tempat aku menceritakan segala-galanya. Aku tidak lagi gentar, aku semakin berani. Aku minta pada dia untuk mencarikan aku teman. For the first time she give me one friends who is funny, clever and kindhearted girl..hahaha.i love to chat with her..then she start to invite me in joining conference in YM..hahaha..lagi bertambah ramai kenalanku..hehehe. tapiwalau bagaimanapun aku masih kesunyian kerana aku perlukan seseorang yang akan selalu berada di sampingku, hehehe..ada waktu aku sedih, kala waktu aku butuh seseorang, kala waktu aku happy, kala waktu aku nonton filem seram..hahaha..dia ada di sisi dan selalu menemaniku. Bukannya aku ga bias sendiri cuma ada masanya aku perlukan seseorang. Aku bisa kok independence. Hehehe.. tapi aku mau manja-manja cumbu-cumbuan sama ceweknya aku.hahaha..terus aku minta dia tolong carikan aku cewek di tempatku. Dia bilang ambil masa dikit. Aku ga kisah semua itu. Namun benar katanya memang ambil masa. Namun dia bilang dia punya friend di Malaysia dan terus minta dia tolong carikan untuk aku. Hahaha..penantian agak lama di situ.. one day dia tiba-tiba sms aku dengan nomber barunya dan bilang ada anak Malaysia mahu kenal sama kamu. Dan dia minta izin mau berikan nomborku ke dia. I said just give it, I don’t mind dan akhirnya pada hari yang sama 15hb March 2009 there is one new number SMS me, I don’t familiar with that number. Hehehe.. she introduce herself as Z and she want to get know me much better. But firstly, I thought who is she? Where she get my number? And I start thinking many other things but after she said that my friend H give her my cell number I start to believe it. Actually I’m shocked because just now I’m SMS with H and at the same time I got her message. Tidak melepaskan peluang. Terus grab, hahaha.. we start to know each other, family, friends, past live and many other things that we shared together. Then she starts to ask me to be coupled with her but I said that let we be friend first. She agreed with it, u know what she call me even we just friend, sayang.. I ask her why she call me like that then she told me that she call her friend also sayang and she ask me either I like it or not. As a girl u know of course I love it. we were always SMS and called each other. Because we not live at same place and that only the way we express our feeling towards each other. From time to time our relationship become very close and I don’t when the feeling just want to be friend become love, sayang, kasih and CINTA. Seriously I don’t know when it was happen. I miss her almost everyday, I miss her voice, I miss cara dia bermanja atau gedik ngan I, I miss cara dia merajuk dan minta dipujuk, I miss everything about her. One day I admit that I love her so much..hahaha..